Chapter 1: The Struggle Begins

In my mid-30s, I found myself grappling with a chronic illness. It took two long years for doctors to identify the root cause and determine a treatment plan. By that time, I was already battling the aftermath of a severe mental health condition. This new hurdle felt like just another addition to the chaotic mess that was my life—a life that resembled a dumpster fire. I was adrift, feeling overwhelmed and defeated. Having attempted to finish a degree program eight times, I had pretty much abandoned my aspirations. Graduation no longer seemed relevant to me.

Enter Hailey.

As I wallowed in feelings of confusion and illness, holding down a job became increasingly challenging. Tasks that once energized me now felt burdensome. I reconsidered my career path, concluding that teaching wasn’t meant for me. The future felt bleak and uncertain. Out of sheer curiosity, I began searching for colleges, almost like browsing a store. I sent out inquiries for information, and one of those responses came from Hailey, an enrollment counselor at Colorado Christian University. Though I didn’t expect much, I followed her guidance and applied to the institution. With each step she facilitated, I began to feel a flicker of hope.

The first video, "From Despair to Hope," perfectly encapsulates my feelings during this time. It speaks to the transformative power of hope amidst struggle.

As we navigated the application process, I started envisioning a future for myself. I had a newfound desire to take my writing seriously and realized that it was not merely a dream—it was actively unfolding.

Chapter 2: A New Perspective

I had always assumed that if I were to earn a degree, it would be from a less prestigious institution. Perhaps a community college could work, or maybe a local college? But attending a genuine university? I had never believed I was capable enough to gain acceptance into one. My experience as a child with undiagnosed ADHD made school a constant challenge. Yet, Hailey made everything feel manageable. She answered every question and addressed all my worries. I was astonished at how straightforward the process could be.

The second video, "How to Change Your Mindset from Despair to Hope," delves into shifting perspectives, a theme that resonated deeply with my experience.

My outlook on college began to transform. I started seeing a future filled with educational opportunities and career paths. Instead of approaching my classes with dread and uncertainty, I felt a surge of confidence and excitement. I realized that sometimes, all it takes is one small step forward and the support of another to ignite change. While asking for help can be intimidating, it’s important to remember that we are not alone in our struggles.

I embarked on this journey with trepidation, fearful of my potential success in an academic environment. I had no clear vision for my future. It was the guidance of an enrollment counselor that set everything in motion. She extended a hand, and I grasped it. This led to a refreshing new perspective on life. For the first time in ages, my heart felt light, and my mind was clear about the next steps I needed to take in building a fulfilling life.

From despair to hope, I began to rise.

Sometimes, all we need is a helping hand.